i can't stop

i just cant stop.
thinking about yesterday.
and how fun it was.
and how Pissed i am that i can't go to the mountainwiew one.
FUCK vacation, i dnt want to go to LA or Mexico.
I want to go to Warped.
I want to go sit with Allura and be with Jon, the hot Hapa.
I want to stand near the handprint man with the backpack tan. with the vans hat and the cute shoes, and the HOT body. like seriously wonderful.

ugh... im just sad im going to be on vacation. wutever. i cleaned my room today. but its still messy. i woke up at 1. okay i cant talk about my day. i have to talk about warped. where did they [the hot guys] all come from? cuz i sure as hell never see them in here where i live. EVER. not even at haight. as a result of warped, as soon as i get a job [fuckinf takes forever for people to get back], im going shoppping. i think i need a new haircut too. and then i'll lose 5-10 pounds. and ima put chamomile tea in my hair [like a spray] to get some highlights since my mom wont let me die in some high or lowlights. nd i need to buy more cds. like a million more.

i mean for godsakes im 16 now... AND im in public school. life needs to be lived. i need to live it a little more. i've never smoked weed [whoah big surprise no?]. ive had alcohol and all but i reallly dont like beer. beer ciders are da bomb though.

moving on, UPDATE: still choosing my name but ive got a ton of webjunk so hold on. im making my deadline wednesday. okay i should stop blogging now. ttyl