GAY PRIDE 2008

so i went to it, and i gotta say, it's not that great. i'm hoping lovefest will be better. plus, i didn't go with a large group of people, 2 peeps one day, and 1 peep the next. It's just not that exiciting. There was this place on the second day allend Faerie Villa. I'm never going in again. I saw wayyy to many penises. NOT FUN. especially if they are attached to wrinkly old men with wrinkly old butts. Plus Cyndi Lauper was supposed to perform, and she didn't. And I didn't see her OR Charro. And Maragaret Cho was there, and she only told like 2 minutes of jokes which was straight [btw I'm trying to use straight in place of gay now. so no more "that's gay" from me!] the food was overpriced too.

fone news: ugh no internet cuz my fone's being retarded. OH, and i dropped it at pride so its got some scratches on the f-ing TWENTY FOUR dollar shell i bought it.

TV news: it's being retarded and considering its not even 8 months old and it was New, this is ridiculous.

job status: century hasn't fucking called.

car news: they're selling my car :( my ford focus. WTF i hate my life

pseudoliterature news: too tired to post anything well written so i just won't post at all. tomorrow though?

too depressed to do anything

vrrooooommm... [be wireless by july 1st!]

so i've got news!!!
today, at approximately 3:45, I, Daniella, just became the new proud owner of a Blackberry Curve. [yay me!! clap clap clap] having some trouble finding how to get to the internet and blackberry messenger but other than that, texting's a breeze! so that's my happy news.

in other, indifferent, news, we've boughten a fourth car. a convertible. see, now im really depressed. i have no permit, or license, and gosh darnit we own four cars! if we can afford four cars, we can certainly afford some teenage insurance gosh damnit! the point is i WILL be driving. with a ford focus, mind you, but driving nonetheless. that is a goal.

Get Smart

<Hilariously funnie and ridiculously entertaining, Get Smart was a great movie with two of my favorite actors, Steve Carrell and Anne Hathaway. Heart warming and both for the family and just with friends, if you want a laugh, go see Get Smart!

And... a Pseudo Literature update. Poseted two new blogs, one an introduction to the site and the second an actual WEBJUNK blog, although you can hardly call The Dieline junk. Go check it out!

PSUEDO LITERATURE FOLKS

Yes, it has arrived! AND before my due date I might add. I finally found the absolute perfect address for my webjunk blog, pseudo literature!!!. As of right now at this moment, there is nothing there and it is in no way pleasing to the eye. But, alas, wait one more day, and all that will change! And by Wednesday, I will have made about a dozen posts I bet! So prepare, folks, for PSEUDO LITERATURE!!

wow, i can get sexy too

so i forgot to talk about last friday... the 20th i think.
i went to the beach with edric. i saw some people i knew.
played with a beach ball we stole, borrowed a boogie board and had some fun.

actually on my way there, i was on the N and some guys got on with a cooler.
one was kinda cute but w/e. so that guy was actually pretty nice to this little chubby kid and let him use his [idk wut its called, i forgot but you use it to ride waves... like mini ones on the sand...] and i thought that was nice. funnie how someone i know goes to meet up with them... [and someone i know of i might add].

okay to talk about today [illy, actually yesterday cuz its 12: 30 something, but from now i refer to yesterday as today and today as 2moro]. i got up about one, ate breakfast, read a book, then went to practice from 3-5. then i went home and ate, straightened my hair, and wne t downtown with a friend. found the cutest sweater at Urban Outfitters, but i didn't have enough to buy it so i hid it. i have to go back tomorrow or i'll be so sad to not own it. i hate not having my own money, centruy 20 needs to call me already, cuz this is getting fudging annoying [ i try not to swear, it's the Catholic school in me!] just remembering warped. really wish i could go to the ones in august. wutever hopefully next summer, if my bestie Kristen gets her HYBRID [lol] we can go on a road trip "to see colleges" [and go to like ONE HUNDRED WARPSSSSS a duh!] lol. man i just thought of that. i hella have to tell K my idea man! i'll call her 2moro at three her time [one my time, lol i'll prolly just have woken up!]

o, and the title is a song by Say Anything. their performance was the best part of the day cuz of hot backpack guy!

i can't stop

i just cant stop.
thinking about yesterday.
and how fun it was.
and how Pissed i am that i can't go to the mountainwiew one.
FUCK vacation, i dnt want to go to LA or Mexico.
I want to go to Warped.
I want to go sit with Allura and be with Jon, the hot Hapa.
I want to stand near the handprint man with the backpack tan. with the vans hat and the cute shoes, and the HOT body. like seriously wonderful.

ugh... im just sad im going to be on vacation. wutever. i cleaned my room today. but its still messy. i woke up at 1. okay i cant talk about my day. i have to talk about warped. where did they [the hot guys] all come from? cuz i sure as hell never see them in here where i live. EVER. not even at haight. as a result of warped, as soon as i get a job [fuckinf takes forever for people to get back], im going shoppping. i think i need a new haircut too. and then i'll lose 5-10 pounds. and ima put chamomile tea in my hair [like a spray] to get some highlights since my mom wont let me die in some high or lowlights. nd i need to buy more cds. like a million more.

i mean for godsakes im 16 now... AND im in public school. life needs to be lived. i need to live it a little more. i've never smoked weed [whoah big surprise no?]. ive had alcohol and all but i reallly dont like beer. beer ciders are da bomb though.

moving on, UPDATE: still choosing my name but ive got a ton of webjunk so hold on. im making my deadline wednesday. okay i should stop blogging now. ttyl

Warped Tour 2008

Omg, best time ever! Saw Gym Class Heroes. Saw 1997 in regular and acoustic. Saw Say Anything and got a bit moshed. There was a really hot guy with a hat and a backpack and no shirt [ ripped ] around Heather and Lizzie and I and we all talked [his people, my people.] Gave him chapstick. He was hot. Saw the Higher and loved them. My friend said they were the Treaty and I was like, “No!” They had a booth right next to Jeffree Starr [ugh he is so gross btw] and I recognized them and their name was the Higher. So I was like, “Look at the lead singer! That’s the Higher not the Treaty.”
Dudes… The hottest guys go to Warped man. It was ridiculous, left and right, hot hot hot! And then when it got all physically hot because of the sun and all, they al started taking off their shirts. I don’t care what your type is, but in my opinion, sexxayyy! I love guys in vans, skinnies, and brightly colored 90s glasses!

Anyway, I’ve always thought people [bands etc.] sound better on CD and stuff, but not true with 1997. They sound wayyy better in life! I’m glad I got to watch/ listen to their sets.

new favorites:
1997
say anything - just wikipedia them...
the higher - also wikipedia but the link to ther site is wrong

band hotties:

cody josephson[love your harmonica]– 1997
jon thomson [hapa status!]– allura

other hotties:
that shirtless guy with the pink glasses with green rims
the guy with the highlighter pink hat with writing on it
[not hot] but i love that haight kid i always see, he had faded green hair
uhmmm... so many others i just cant count or remember
oi that one blond curly haired kid with the hat who was like 6'3
OMG I LOVE WARPED [fuck AAR for canceling]

i did karate once

yup, it's true. i did it for a couple years too. i won second in my bracket. i woulda won first, but i quit before i went to one last tournament. all i had to do was win that one and i woulda got first. lots of people aside from my fellow 4th-8th graders do. no one believes it either.

i'm watching the last half hour of the karate kid right now.. but please don't assume i watched everything before this. i just turned o nmy tv. VH1 really is awesome.

anyways my last couple days have been kind of blah, not worth a couple paragraph's and all. wednesday = karen and haight. that was blah. we got offered weed by some scary man when we were walking to the park. the old park was WAY better man. today just slept in and went to volleyball practice. nothing ultra awesome.

idk but ive decided to start a new blog, for my webjunk. this ones about my life and stuff, but i need a place to communicate cool webjunk i find. so yeah, im just searching for a new name. as soon as i get my [new] camera i'll start posting pix i take up there too.
ily, ttyl

i've lost count

and i have too many windows open to view my 'blog' to see which "day" count i stopped out.
Oh well :( I wanted to see how other blogs looked since I just redesigned mine, and I found this quaint blog called "Your Cover's Blown", and from there I clicked like 5 links. Considering the fact that i have dial-up, it took a while for them too load. In fact some are still loading... Maybe I'll add her blog to my blog roll. Okay, no more side tracking, here's how my day was:

-Slept in 'til 12:50.
-Got up, ate Cinnamon Toast Crunch
-Showered. T.v. Filled out daly city century 20 application.
Left with mom to my ortho appointment. ASIDE: i still don't know when i'm getting these things off, but considering i've had them for 5 years, at this point, who cares?
-went to bro's tae kwon doe
-dropped off application, ate Quickly's
-picked up bro, went to Japanese (last class for two weeks!)
-home.
THE END.

大学, shidai, college

The picture to my left is a picture of the Bates college campus (I believe in Autumn...). It's where I want to go, where I've wanted to go for about nine months. That's a long time seeing as I'm only a sophomore. The problem with Bates is that I'm not sure about it's International programs (i.e. marketing, business, relations). International is what i want to do, but with a minor in Japanese (concentration on language, culture, and history). Other than this HUGE issue, it's perfect, so I'm torn. Obviously I have a lot of research to do regarding colleges in general... I mean there are over 4,200 in the U.S. alone! Plus just because I want to go there now doesn't mean I'm necessarily committing or anything... I still have plenty of colleges on my list to research. I can change my mind any time.

I don't know right now, but an e-mail I got from Yale reminding me about an information session its having in Palo Alto got me thinking. I mean sure, I'm probably not going to Yale, let alone get accepted, but here I am, typing away, and I have doubts. And I detest doubts because they ruin me. I doubt a question on a test, change my answer, get it wrong. College is big, it's not something I can just get wrong. it's not affecting some measly percent, it's affecting my LIFE. I can't type anymore about this, so I'll type about Bates (using term Bates loosely).


-liberal arts
-coed
-bobcats
-batesie
-10 to 1
-Lewiston, Massuchusetts
-4 hours from Boston
-March 16th, 1855
-nonsectarian
-private
-hidden/ little ivies
-percentage of study abroad students: highest in nation
-109 acres
-campus energy = 96% from reusable sources

Amore Ac Studio "With Ardor and Devotion," or "Through Zeal and Study,"
~Charles Sumner

For more info about Bates, visit www.bates.edu or search "Bates College" in Wikipedia. Also, this link is really interesting and is about the Bates Graduation Procession.

tittle

It has come to my attention that I did not write about my day... Today I spent my day with Frankie a.k.a. Heather. We went to Stonestown and she met Edric and then we went to Haight. While at Haight, Edric calls me to tell me he lost his credit card because he threw it away! Could you imagine? After Haight, we went to her house and I ate sphagetti, salad, and those stuffed egg things (the names escapes me...). We downloaded music and watched Youtube, among other things. She also told me about what the word tittle means (see below).

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Crush

Definition(s):
1) a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special.
2) a painful experience, very common amoung middle schoolers (and high schooler's and even adults to a lesser degree) that involves being obsessed with a member of the opposite sex (or the same sex, if u prefer), being attracted to them physically (most common), or emotionally- also called 'puppy love'
3) the act of falling hard for someone even though it isn't love yet
4) a precursor to love
5) an amazing thing that gives you feelings of nerves and excitement whenever you see them
6) a very sad feeling, falling in love with someone who will never love u :'(

EXAMPLES (of use):

- My heart broke when I found out my crush was seeing another person.
- He has a huge crush on her.
Her crush is hot, but unworthy of her affections.
I'm totally crushing on him
- i am so crushing on that new guy in my french class.
before we went out, i had a crush on him for almost a year!
i can't concentrate in that class. my crush is too powerful.
- I feel crushed, by my crush.
- Saki: What's with the flamethrower, Vega?
Vega: My crush is dating another woman. So I went home and I got my flamethrower. Now where's that bitch Brianna?

SYNONYMS: crush, love, like, infatuation, lust, smash, crushing, destroy, girl, sex, relationship, flirt, friend, obsession, boyfriend, desire, gay, attraction, crushed, kill, hate, puppy love, sprung, squish, boy, girlfriend, beat, sexy, stomp, fancy, demolish, squeeze, hurt, man, nerd, frush, stalker, admiration, true love, hottie, dating, flirting, heartbreak, lover, hot, crusher, tease, relationships, attracted, school, love sick

NOTICE: names used above not relevant to real-life.
Reference: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=crush

Here’s what I think:
This word, it’s like signing a contract (in a way).
This is because when you sign a contract, it’s like A) announcing that whatever you are signing is true, B) your are committing yourself to the said true statement, and C) if your break it, it’s practically (or in the contract’s case is) illegal. When you announce that you have a crush on someone, you don’t say it lightly and without much self-reflection (at least I don’t). When you say it, other people assume what your saying is true and without falseness, and that your unlikely to “fall out of crush” anytime soon.
It’s also a Double entendre in that to one person it can mean one thing, and to another, it can mean something else entirely. In this way it can act as an innuendo as well. [p.s. the little dot about the line that makes up the letter i is called a tittle.)

Anyways, I personally don’t like the word crush. It’s doesn’t sound very good to my ears. By this I mean, it’s fine to say you’re crushing ice and all that, but to say you have a “crush” on someone doesn’t sound ‘good’ to me. Yeah, saying, “I ‘like’ so and so” is fine, but not saying, ”I have a ‘crush’ on so and so,” well I just don’t like it. Plus people can tease you with the word easily. I don’t like words that I’m teased with. “You liikkkkee _________” is not nearly as bad as “You have a crrruuuuuuuuuussshhhhh” I that way that people do. Can you picture it? The face they make when they spit the word at you? It just “Grinds My Gears” as Peter (from Family Guy) would say.
So obviously this word has been on my mind a lot recently. Ever since stupid Erin said it. I feel like throttling her for what she did, lol. I mean yeah it was hilarious and all (I’m not going to be specific hear because that gives away too much) but ARGH I WILL CUT YOU ERIN, lol. So anyways those are my thoughts on that word.

pirates, stones, and century 20 daly city

so guess what?

DAY 4 6/15
i went to the pirates fair yesterday! lol

originally sposed to go with hannah but mi momma canceled and then she said okay we're going but i dont want to go alll that way to the sunset to pick up hannah, so ask someone else. so i did, and griselda and i went! woot!

it was fun. man, those ladies had the ir breastessessss wayyyyyyyyyy out you know what i mean? like in the pirates of the carribean movies except wayyyy more out. i guess if you go that way it's all good but to me it was just vulgar. cute guys sold pot pies though! the food wasn't anything spectacular but i tried a hungarian marshmallow and some gross artichoke-spinach dip that was mostly spinach. The stalls were cool and the people sold BEAUTIFUL corsets. i wish i had curves for corsets :[
whatever, i'm not about that today.

Day 5: 6/15 TODAY

stones AGAIN. i swear, it's like i'm back at M***Y again. I just wanted to try something new with Heather because we're always at the Haight or downtown, and even though I'd been to Stones twice before (or once... whatever) I took her there. We ate food, people watched, the usual. O yeah, I saw Edric {AGAIN}. poor guy lost his credit card lol. threw it away with his lunch. Then we went to Haight. can you believe apple pies cost $1.40 with tax now~?!?!?!?! outrageous! {obviously didn't buy it}. then went to her house, computered for about 3 hours and i ate dinner there {sphagetti for you nosy posies}. downloaded some music onmy touch, just go thome a while ago.

(p.s. bought some eyeliner from [insert text here]. i miss that stuff. haven't worn it since my raoul days. YAY i hav it again!)

anyways, so that was my day. and i know i said i wouldn't write about every single day of the summer but I probably will at this rate. plus i'm finally getting faster internet, not f-ing dial-up, but the thing didn't work so i have to wait a while. whatever. the point is, it might be nice to look back and see what i did this summer. so maybe i will blog about everyday, maybe i won't. idk, i can't see the future. still have to change my layout, it's really bugging me.
2moro- hannah?
got to take my ap to century 20 daly city. NO FREE ENTRANCE FOR NOBODY CEPT MY HOMIES::: Karen, heather (and a guest), domi, brianna, (1/2 guests), hannah (and a guest cuz u kno she'll have one or more), jacquie 9if she even has time to go the movies), griselda. ask if you want entrance early. and member, this is only if i get the job (SURE AS HELL WANT IT).

why i need/ want a job.

-to keep me busy
-to make money so that:
-i can get my blackberry
-buy [expensive] clothes, eat food, go to movies [though that won't cost
me if i work there...), BUY GAS (when i get my license lol. can u
believe it's already 5 dollars for premium???)
-idk wut else cua the above one says it all...

summer has begun

And my what a ridiculous one it is!!!
So little yet so much has happened.
(edited 6/15 side note) SIDE NOTE: argh the fing blogger isnt recognizing some colors so the html i added is kinda ugly... i'll figure it out. trying to come up with a new layout of the txt and to b more creative. im not liking the background right now or the way the text is, so to come soon: LAYOUT CHANGE!!


DAY 1 Wednesday 6/11

Last day of finals [chemistry XP].

Johnson freaking doesn't have a job anymore! LOL Whatever, she she's a bad teacher anyway! I dont remember what I did after school, pretty sure it was boring though because I cant remember it... Although I do remember thinking it was a boring day hence the above sentence.

[10 minutes later...]

Argh, I remember now. I tried to get a job at the f-ing sandwich place on 24th and they already gave the position away. I spent forever on my resume for that place. AND I took a japanese final! The teacher got a little mad that I went to the Wednesday class instead of the Monday one. LOL

DAY 2 6/12

Got up. Got dressed. Go to school to try to buy a yearbook [They were flipping out of them. I know I wasn't in it or anything but memories are memories!] See DOMI!!! Freak her out. Try to meet Cat for lunch but am a retard and can't find Geneva [I know, I know. It's right there by the bus station and all that] Missed out because I couldn't find Geneva.

Go to 24th street to look for a job, drop resume a couple places. Pick up aps for Starbucks, [Pasta] Pomodoro. Try to see Cat again and fail because she just left but ended up kinda, sorta applying for a job. Kinda... Go to volleyball and play like crap. Leave and go eat at Glen Park. Apply to the grocery store there because no one else is hiring. Go home. Rented movies [FLAKES and MAMA'S BOY] and watched them.

END SCENE


DAY 3 6/13 Friday [Today...]

Wake up and get ready to go to the beach. Jia in line to go, possible cousin, possible Erin. Got dressed in bikini, shorts, tee, and Juniors jacket. Flip flops and bright green beach bag. :D Go to try to see Cat but she was in a training session so I got freaked out and didn't go inside. Went to Stones by way of the M. Picked up aps for Hot Dog on a Stick, Claire's: b, and tried for Wetzel's Pretzels but they were out of apps:[ Decided not to go to beach [weather over there was shit whereas in where I live, it was fantabulous!] Jia gets grounded, cousin arrives. I spend all my money on food because of her. Erin arrives. We have fun.

WORST THING EVER OF THE DAY

We’re in the Mac [Apple] store watching Hard Gay and stuff… [It’s soooo funnie! (That’s how I spell funnie). It’s this oversized, ex-wrestler Japanese guy who wears this outfit made up of spandex like leather shorts that show his religion if you know what I mean, a spandex like leather vest, and a little leather hat. He does all this crazy stuff. Check it out on Youtube. Definitely see the ramen [ramon] shop episode!]

ANYWAYS I’m in there with my cousin and Erin and I look over and see this guy I know and we’re all, “Hi “and whatever. Then my cousin asks a question to which Erin replies an answer I very much didn’t appreciate [convo has to remain blank regarding details because people who know him can read this so I can’t exactly let it be known things in the convo...] and anyway I cuss at Erin and hit her a bit and then storm out of the store. Those FUCKING flip-flops made me slip and fall and land in like this little ball!!!!!! ERGHHH... Then these two little gay men ask me if I’m okay... I get up [hysterically laughing and in slight knee pain] and go sit at one of those little cart store's chairs where some guy who SAW ME FALL is trying to sell me fucking lotion! Like WTF!?!? Gosh this was the worst part of MY DAY!

Anyways...

So later Erin has to leave for a dinner, so my cousin and I go to meet one of my friends at the Century 2[0/1?] in Daly City. My friend is there watching the happening, so we take BART there just to say hi for a bit and then we were going to take BART to Tan Foran to meet my mom there so she could give us a ride home. [She was there watching The Incredible Hulk with my brother.] Go there and then my cousin goes home because my uncle is a dick and makes her get picked up by him early around 7. So I meet my friend and her boyfriend, they leave, and I run into Gabe. Go see the Incredible Hulk with him for like an hour until my mom picks me up. END OF DAY. Lol.

Tomorrow should be pretty fun however, because I'm going to [drumroll please!!!] A PIRATE FAIR all the way in VALLEJO and NONE of my so-called FRIENDS can come even though my mom's driving. [Fingers crossed for Hannah!]

Daniella

P.S. I don't intend to write about every single day of the summer. I just figured since I promised I'd start in the summer, I ought to keep to that promise. Plus I'm two days late summer wise and I haven't posted in like 15 or so days...